I wish he could take back the one decision that is impossible to take back. Everything else is fixable. Life is hard and depression sucks. But I promise you can do it. You are strong enough. Seek out help. He could have done it. He was strong. I’m broken. I miss him. Please don’t allow yourself to make a decision that will break so many even if it seems like the only logical choice at the time. Please don’t allow yourself to get to that point. The only one who knows what is going on in your head is you. No one can help you if you don’t tell someone. But people want to help. People do love you. YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN. YOU ARE NOT A HASSLE. YOU ARE NEEDED. Stop this trend. Stop the chain. Talk about it. Please do not do this.